Prajin Ravindran — Automobiles, Life Reflections, India Insights

I wake up with a smile to keep you happy, with a deep breath I start my day with you around keeping me shining. Hoping you had breakfast as I have mine. Once you reach office I leave home wishing you have a wonderful day. Reaching office makes me more sparkling after the drive along with you keeping me shining. I enter the workplace with a smile which gives me more energy looking at the retort I get. My work begins with a grin on my face believing you are around me keeping me shining. I wondered, why was I shining, and found an answer. It was your rays which touched me to keep me shining.

It’s a bright sunny day outside Sitting on the chair with a narrow minded feeling, Asking me why am I doing this. No answer, cos I... I wish, I wish, I wish... If I could be your lips, I would hear before you say If I could be your eye brows, I would make you see pleasant things If I could be your hair clip, I would have felt the smell of your hair If I could be your polish in the nail, I would have felt the touch If I could be your ear ring, I would have passed only good news in it If I could be your heart, I would have suppressed pain and thrown happiness towards you If I could be your feet, I would have made you walk on feathers If I could be your pillow, I would have made you sleep I wish I could stay in you and make that feeling pure.

I was just wishing she will be mine one day. As days pass thinking about her becomes intense hopping she will be mine one day. On this day, 21st we had a general talk how things are and then, the way she spoke made me feel that she wants to be mine. She couldn’t be without me for a second, we were very good friends. But still I had a feeling… will she think that I am taking advantage of her if I wish her mine. Thinking for quite some time, I made myself strong and decided to speak out the words that she wanted to hear. I did not get any response and was getting a bit scared that I screwed up a beautiful relationship. The moment she heard it, she feel in love with me, it was this day that made me a human, it was this day that transformed me into being something, it was this day that inspired me of my dreams, it was this day that brought an END. END, I will keep that cry and what little & sweet memories I have in my heart forever...