Prajin Ravindran

I wonder why I am writing this post, nothing is holding me back from writing though. Thanks to everyone who encouraged, supported, appreciated, criticized and respected me through this journey of my existence to stroke my silver jubilee. Hats off to all of U, Especially, dad & mom who I love the most! The journey has made me learn many new things, obvious there is a new lesson every day. Things seem very different to me now; I have been able to digest anything and what so ever it is. Rough roads lead to smooth road at sometime of life, a phrase which I believe. I have been brought up in such a way that I know what life is and what it means to the society. Each day I wake up wishing for a better day, I go to sleep expecting for a better tomorrow. But the fact remains that, what on earth is on your way will come and reach you irrespective of good or bad. Thank you GOD for giving me a wonderful life to cherish and a future to look forward, Thank you Mom and Dad for your faith in me, ...

It’s a bright sunny day outside Sitting on the chair with a narrow minded feeling, Asking me why am I doing this. No answer, cos I... I wish, I wish, I wish... If I could be your lips, I would hear before you say If I could be your eye brows, I would make you see pleasant things If I could be your hair clip, I would have felt the smell of your hair If I could be your polish in the nail, I would have felt the touch If I could be your ear ring, I would have passed only good news in it If I could be your heart, I would have suppressed pain and thrown happiness towards you If I could be your feet, I would have made you walk on feathers If I could be your pillow, I would have made you sleep I wish I could stay in you and make that feeling pure.

I was just wishing she will be mine one day. As days pass thinking about her becomes intense hopping she will be mine one day. On this day, 21st we had a general talk how things are and then, the way she spoke made me feel that she wants to be mine. She couldn’t be without me for a second, we were very good friends. But still I had a feeling… will she think that I am taking advantage of her if I wish her mine. Thinking for quite some time, I made myself strong and decided to speak out the words that she wanted to hear. I did not get any response and was getting a bit scared that I screwed up a beautiful relationship. The moment she heard it, she feel in love with me, it was this day that made me a human, it was this day that transformed me into being something, it was this day that inspired me of my dreams, it was this day that brought an END. END, I will keep that cry and what little & sweet memories I have in my heart forever...